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never been happier:D

there’s 3 reasons why I’m so effing happy:
1; my dear D70 is back with me
2; I went to do my first beach photo shoot with the girl I love
3; the girl I love loves me back:D

I’m practically jumping:))

see the stars

got back my physics and geog papers to day. 40% for physics, 74% for geog. the geog result was kinda unexpected, cos i left one question blank. other than that, i basically got every question right. yay jon!:D pity though. just half a mark more to getting an A1. physics paper, was chock full of careless mistakes. time to go bang my head.

well, here’s the low down on my results:-

• english; 12%
• math; 50%
• chem; 35%
• physics; 40%
• geog; 74%

haven’t gotten ss and art, so fingers crossed everyone:D

buck up

• lets see: i failed my sciences and ENGLISH(!). for the first time in my life, i failed in the subject that to me, was infallible. what a bitch. to rub salt into my already burning wound, i scored a miserly 12%. yes, your eyes ain’t deceiving you. on a, very slightly, brighter side, i passed my math. nothing much to be happy about really. only 50%. i’ve really gotta start acing tests.

it’s been 3 days since i met her. i feel, weird. fingers crossed she’ll be free tomorrow.

my camera still isn’t back. torment, to the max.

life is changing.

• bing isn’t the bing i once known
• band isn’t the band i once known
• mum isn’t the mum i once known
• dad isn’t the dad i once known
• life isn’t the life i once known

damn it, even i have changed. what the shit’s going on? i don’t know. i don’t think i  even wanna know.

no camera. the pain. the misery. how long more ? if not for gen, I’d be dead.

head banger

I told her. how could I have told her? I. am. stupid. bet her perception of me has changed. fcuking shit. Lord, help me.

my nikon’s gonna be under maintainence for 2 idioticly long weeks. and it’s gonna cost $280. urgh! no camera to settle my emotions, I’m gonna flare up soon. the next major anger blast isn’t too far away.

i love your smile:)

last night was seriously amazing:) today’s even more so:))
my future; by candy wu:
•marry genevieve
•have a kid named cow
•own kfc
•live in a shophouse
•drive a toyota

amazing shit:D

well, I’m up at 3am. to study. please, a standing ovation for jon!!:D

happy happy:DDD

today’s been a happy day:D I finally met the st Anthony’s girl. and got her number at the same time:D thank you so damn much bing:)
she’s nice. real nice:D

longggggggggg

alright, I’m in the mood to be long winded, bear with me.
had geog; test, as usual. chinese; studied ss for awhile, until sonia decided that she wanted to play. go kicked and punched all over. I pulled her shoe laces!:D physics; went through waves. didn’t have the test I was expecting,. absolute cheating of my feelings! social studies; test. couldn’t remember a fair bit, no thanks to sonia. I owe ss homework. damn.
went with bing to st anthony’s straight after school to look for, er, the st anthony’s girl(duh). waited for 2 hours. no shortage of hot chicks (or hot weather), but I didn’t get what I went for. quite saddening. bing was moaning the whole time. he was lucky there were girls around: his ice cream could have been shoved down his windpipe. nontheless, thanks alot bing!:D went to mac, had the quickest meal there ever, and we went our seperate ways. I’m still thinking of the girl. I feel terrible. somehow, I feel guilty. at least one person is jealous that I went there. I don’t know.
anyway, went to snap some photos before tuition. BIG SUPRISE! there’s nothing much to shoot at novena. but it felt great using the d70 after so long. I felt, relaxed, like my art theme. so apt.
I got blasted at my parents just now. I have decided to talk only when absolutely nessary when with them. you’ll never know when the next explosion may be.
I’m hungry, and I just had a burger and fries like, 3 hours ago. freaky.
blogging from iPod. my retinas are burning cos of the bright screen:D
gtg sleep:)